Tag: Grief

I wrote this six years ago and decided to clean it up and share.

This is something close and dear to my hart. I hope you can understand where I am coming from and how I am feeling.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 For those of y’all who don’t know my adoptive mom passed away on Oct 7^th 2015  

 

 

 On the wings of a dove;

 

 

 My heart aches today for someone who I called mom who was taken to heaven on this date six years ago.

 

  Dottie Fraker was a very special person to me and she helped me in so many ways. She use to  tell me I  didn’t give birth to you but we do have a mother/ daughter bond.

 

 

 I just can’t find the words

 to explain  how  I’m feeling.

 

 

 I just listened to her favorite song and the tears just won’t stop flowing.

 

 I know I will see her again. She touched so many people lives. While she was on this  earth. She is truly what you would call a proverbs 31 woman.

 

 Whenever you were at her house you always felt at home. I don’t think she ever met a stranger in her life. She left foot prints on peoples hearts  when she came into their lives.

 

 I miss you so much Mama Dottie. I love you and you will never be forgotten.

 

I still have to stop myself from calling your old number to just talk or ask for a recipe.

 

I know I will see you again someday. I will close my blind eyes on this side of heaven  and wake in heaven and the first face I will see is Jesus.

 

So we have to say good bye for just a little while but we will see each other again.

 

 

Her favorite song was called , On The Wings Of A Dove.

 

I have played this song quite a bit, but it helps me a lot.

 

 

 

 

 

 On the wings of a snow white dove  he sends his pure sweet love. A sign from above on the wings of a dove.

 

 

Thank you for taking the time to read my blog. I appreciate it more than you know.

 

 

 

 

Until next time KTF Keep The Faith

Remember as much as I love you, Jesus loves you even more!

Hello darkness my old enemy.  You thought you had my family once again. Jesus Christ has the light that shines within. Christ has us from the beginning until the end.

 

Isaiah 41-10

Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

 

Deuteronomy 31-6

Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

 

Although we have been visited by death our Lord will get us through this difficult time. We have each other and trust God he has  his loving arms around us.

 

This broke my heart to hear of my young cousins’ death.

During this time of mourning God has already showed grace.

My Aunt Edna and my cousin Monica has suffered a great loss. My aunt Edna has lost a grand son and gained a great grand daughter on one of the darkest days of her life.  

In spite of the storm we are going through right now there is a ray of sunshine.

 

I would like to take this time and let my family know I love y’all unconditionally. Also we need to stick together like gorilla glue.

Also a family that prays together, stays together.   

 

As much as I love you, Jesus loves you even more!